enneme_me: (slumbering w guitar by boundary @ collap)
2009-12-15 04:14 pm

Hi it's me

*waves*

I haven't updated in forever. I never seem to be able to get in the habit of being social. BIG FAIL! I have some vacation time coming up so I plan on sitting down and figuring out some things before the new year begins. I had goals for change this year that fell by the wayside as soon as life got busy. Here's to hoping 2010 goes a little different. Maybe I'll even start writing again!? Ack the horror! Stranger things have happened.
enneme_me: (lynz by sexy_mood_music)
2009-06-02 05:40 am

Voting Time!

ship_manifesto's first poll of doom closes tonight at 10 PM EST and poll numero dos (Round 1) will open shortly thereafter. There are some interesting matchups and some I got very close to changing (abusing my modly powers). But I must be fair and impartial. Matchups were chosen at random and if one of my favorites happens to be going up against another of my favorites, that's life and I have to live with it. Right right? *sigh* Hope to see you all there!
enneme_me: (ak2 by burgundy_shoes)
2009-06-01 05:44 am

My weekly thought re: my battle with depression

I've noticed that there are days when I feel so good I practically vibrate and it shows in how I treat myself and the things I do to keep myself that way. And there are days, sometimes spanning weeks and months, when I just can't catch a break with myself, wherein I feel worthless and insecure and can barely think a positive thought about myself and/or the world at large no matter how many kind words pass my way. It's those days that are the shock to the system; those days that I just somehow must muddle through with affirmations, exercise, good healthy food and a good dose of friendship. It's just so hard to JUST DO THE WORK! Ahhhhh

Anyway, off to the terror-dome. Hope you have a great day!


ETA: Any evidence that depression affects memory? Anyone know?
enneme_me: (slumbering w guitar by boundary @ collap)
2009-05-31 06:26 pm

Long Time No See

So I haven't updated here in forever. I've been so very busy with fannish obligations over on LJ that it's left me little to no time for serious dreamwidth surfing or updating. And I really just want to stay here and read and enjoy this new space. Maybe when things ease up a little.

In case you didn't know, ship_manifesto is turning 5 this year (during the month of August) and to celebrate the occasion we're holding polls throughout the next few months to decide the 'ship that rules supreme over all others. The first poll closes on Tuesday, June 2nd at 10 PM EST and a new one opens up shortly thereafter. I hope to see some of you there. GO VOTE!

I'm also on the update crew for the latest round of springkink. So yeah, it's going to be a pretty busy month and I'm just speaking about my fandom-related duties. Work is work. It continues to bum me out but I'm learning to appreciate what I have in these tough economic times.

*smooches* Off to get some desperately needed rest.
enneme_me: (Default)
2009-05-02 02:32 pm

I clean up pretty good

I went to the hairdresser for a much needed fix and came out looking like a million bucks. If I wasn't too tired to think I'd take my body and it somewhere to strut our stuff off.

Saw X-Men Origins: Wolverine and ... and it was eh. The fight scenes were nice, the plot was ok, Liev Schrieber fucking rules and I never thought in a million years I'd find Sabertooth hot. Gambit, my very favorite, was a fuckin' disappointment. *shakes tiny fist at the screen* I cannot even begin to explain my despair over this. I don't know. Maybe my expectations were too high going in. I kept waiting for something, anything to happen. I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT. I just wish I'd felt more while walking back to my car.

I'm a waffle. I'd pretty much made up my mind that I was going to get a premium account here once open beta began. I ran around shouting that very thing to anyone who'd listen. And now I'm all... I DON'T KNOW. I didn't such a good job at keeping up with my LJs or my IJ. Why bother? It's a valid concern. We'll just see how things work out.